Thursday, February 5, 2009

For our mother’s sake:



by Jessica Sacher RN MN IBCLC

Twenty years. Twenty years ago today I said good-bye to my mother for the last time. I was at her bedside when she breathed her last breath that ended three years of a lost battle with cancer. It was yesterday, it was today, and yet twenty years have somehow come and gone. A day does not pass that I don’t think of her. She lived to see two of our three children. One year after losing my mother, we were blessed with our third child.

I have always felt that this daughter was my mother’s last gift to me, her gift of love and hope from heaven. True to form, our daughter, Eyelle, has been a joy to raise and love. Now a college freshman far from home she has become a delightful young woman who, like all of our children, would have made my their grandmother proud.

For those of you who are still lucky enough to have your mother, relish the time with her. Don’t wish that she would go away and stop nagging you. Overlook her faults, criticisms, and human frailties. So what if she doesn’t fold the towels the way you do, or load the dishwasher the way you do? So what if you can’t find where she put the lasagna pan after she made you dinner.

Give her the gift of spending time with you and her grandchild. Let her spoil this baby in the best sense of the word. Let her hold this baby while you take an extra 10 minutes in the tub for yourself. It doesn’t matter if she drives you nuts, or says the wrong things at the wrong time.

Or, if you are lucky, as I was, and your mother is your best friend, tell her and treasure her for today and for this moment, because who really knows what tomorrow will bring.

In memory of my mother, Etty Bernstein

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thanks a million for this. It brought forth tears of realization. The perfection in my world is that my mother is still alive...despite her imperfections (and mine). She loves me and my little son dearly...an other worldly bond I better appreciate as I have now assumed the role of a mother.

Anonymous said...

absolutely beautiful!
what a wonderful picture!

Cuz in TO said...

I was privileged to have known Etty Bernstein. To know her was to love her, so "treasure" was richly apt, but Jessica's word is salutary to all about who mothers are and what they mean. If you're lucky enough to have yours, you know you'll always be her treasure. Don't wait until it's too late to make sure she knows she's also yours.

Anonymous said...

Jessica, what a beautiful tribute to your mother and a reminder to all mothers of the love that binds us so dearly. I am lucky enough to still have my mom and treasure her every moment, as you know. I did not have the opportunity to meet your mom, but know what kind of woman she must have been to bring up the kind of woman you are. I am fortunate to have you as a close friend in my live and treasure you and your family.

Kathy Reiss at kathyreiss@hotmail.com said...

Dear Jessica, my wonderful friend from nursing school in Boston.....
What a moving and heartfelt tribute to your dear Mother. Our Mothers were such delightful nurturing, patient, and lovinglykind women. I know you are following in your Mom's footsteps, as I do mine. I am grateful to have had the opportunity to spend so much time with her especially toward the end of her long illness and I still wish for one more cup of coffee and a long chat, but alas, the memory suffices. May God bless you and your family always. Peace and Love, Kathy Reiss